In seek of "self"

Well, as i sit down to write this, there comes a thought...

A thought that, if we would just not be thinking much about ourselves, not being Selfish which we often disagree to ! ,

Wouldn't we have been self- sufficient persons?

Wouldn't it be a more satisfying life?

... Questions which may not be unanswered this way will be continued being asked to the inner "SELF".

What's a solution to it then? Perhaps, a long time gone now to actually realise upon it now as we are thy the persons Moulde out of our own "SELF".

Wouldn't it be mischevious to actually stop going on holidays and actually been living them happily as our daily Lives. So still do we tempt to call us as Selfless?

No, perhaps not. Seems to be an illusion of thoughts, a paradox perhaps. The way we Daily crave for things,  And then lose our simpleness and then, some fine day, try to SEEK our simplicity by taking day out...

But perhaps in the evenness of our desperation to find it back, perhaps the gap from Our Simplicity increases to ever guide ourselves back in search of it. . .

And then... Nothing remains, and frustration occurs. It's better to understand our HAPPINESS, meaning and worth of our simplicity, which shouldn't be lost in densing shadows of our daily routine. Cos, once gone, is just not possible to retain it back.